Insights not Spite

Wednesday, October 31st During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today.  I then internally heard, "Just Ask Sunny." This week has been extremely challenging at work, when trying to offer appropriate services for one of my clients.  It has gotten to the point where I am working outside of my scope of practice.  I have been really good lately stating my boundaries and staying peer.  Therefore, I redirected social worker questions today to my supervisor Sunny to answer and address.  Today I felt great!  I didn't allow myself to feel pressured to do work that I am not qualified to do.  Thank you so much Somoya for having my back!

Tuesday, October 30th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today.  I then internally heard, "I don't need to drive the ship.  I just need to own it." I feel this pertains to my consulting business.  I would love to stop having to be in control of everything, in order to make it a successful and profitable business.  I would love to collaborate with more people I trust (like Eric King, for example).   I ideally would love to get to the point where I just show up and present or train with Eric King. I am loyal to Eric.  He has consistently been a good and kind friend.  I have known Eric for almost 10 years.  I am finding someone to make sales and set up my future presentations and trainings.  This is my new goal, after Eric and I get on a roll.

Monday, October 29th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for the day.  I then internally heard, "Here we got a mess." It ended up by the end of my workday, I have a client who's overall situation is a mess, based on how best to offer the person the best services.

Sunday, October 28th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for the day.  I then internally heard, "What's going on Marty?" I am getting myself prepared for the week.  I think this pertains to me getting my needs met.  I need to catch up with blogging (which I just did), and create certificates for OPA clients. This week I will be busy with doing my resume with my friend.  In addition, I will be asking lots of people for letters of recommendation and/or for people to be references.  I am preparing to leave my job before or by February 2019.

Saturday, October 27th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for the day.  I then internally heard, "Hail all students!" I have been wanting to celebrate my OPA clients that I have been teaching on the units. I want to print off certificates for them.  It is thoughtful and everyone appreciates being celebrated, big or small.  People tend to hold onto these sort of things.  I know I do.  Much better than just words of praise to your face or in an email.  I want to move forward by always making certificates for those who demonstrate and share success in groups and when training in the community.

Friday, October 26th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today.  I then internally heard, "How is your co-worker?" I recently had a co-worker abruptly resign from his position where I work.  He didn't feel heard or supported by management or HR.  He has been on my mind and I have been meaning to text and get together with him.  I am so grateful that Somoya reminded me to check in with my friend.  I immediately texted.  He responded.  We are going to try to get together soon.

Thursday, October 25th During morning meditation, I asked my Spirit Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today.  I then internally heard, "I am making a new friend."  I also heard, "Your at risk of losing everything." I got the feeling if I chose to work at DESC, I might be at risk of losing everything-groups and benefits.  Had feeling it would be nice to work for the County.  I would get paid more.  It would be safer.  I would keep my retirement the same.  Possibly I could work as a Peer Bridger or in another position.  I don't trust my interpretation, due to the fact that it didn't come from my gut, but from my head.  I may just be scared to work for DESC.  I know the people who work there are cool and real overall.  The turnover though is very high.  I just need to look at all my choices and take my time. The new friend I am making is Eric King.  We are starting to build a friendship as we work together on the c...