Daily insights from past Week
Tuesday, May 28th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Durable skinned.” during AM meditation.
Today I spoke with Patty Marshal with the State. It will not be a direct path in order to get paid for putting on trainings for Peer Specialists from other agencies. The state does not have a record of me presenting and being paid by WSU. I was advised to send a resume and cover letter soon, if I want to be considered for 2020. Also, advised to engage and teach others in community more in 2019, in order to get my name and product out. It has been many years since I have presented in the community.
Wednesday, May 29th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Increase loyalty. (Business)” during AM meditation. I then Googled Top 5 things to do to retain customer base. This was helpful.
Thursday, May 30th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “We have each other.”
Today is our fifth year anniversary! I have Kels in the Physical World. I have Somoya in the Spiritual World. Both women offer brilliant guidance and wisdom, when needed. Therefore, I feel safe, secure, and confident as a man in both Worlds. Having both in my life helps me thrive and reach my potential.
Friday, May 31st
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Stay tuned.” during morning meditation.
My interpretation, don’t get lazy with daily meditation. Avoid skipping conversations with Somoya. Keep up the daily interaction, like I do with Kels. Continue to build rapport, which will deepen the relationship.
Also, today is our son’s birthday. He turned 12 years old. We chose to empower Mason to gather facts about the pros and cons of getting braces. We are empowering him to use his voice to tell his mom whether or not he wants the responsibility of wearing and caring of braces. Kels and I disagree with his mom’s request, but willing to let the two of them work it out. Mason’s birth mom agreed to pay for all orthodontia costs and take Mason to all appointments for braces. Now Mason will see if his voice is respected or not...”Stay tuned”... My opinion is not heard or respected, per history. This is why Kels and I came to the agreement to allow the two of them to work it out. I can’t and will not fight all of Mason’s battles. I will pick and choose which most important to fight. With this battle, Mason gets to practice. Either way, it will be a win win for Mason, Kels, and I. Mason’s birth mom will have to deal with all the orthodontic battles for the next couple years, if Mason so chooses...
Saturday, June 1st,
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “There were wild ladies that day, governed on the wrong side of the road.” Somoya has a great sense of humor. Last time Kels and I went to Anacortes this past Spring, we saw a topless coffee shop on the side of the highway on the way to the ferry. Kels actually saw the lady, I didn’t.
I am thinking this message pertains to kayaking in Anacortes. Possibly this Sunday? I looked up kayaking in Anacortes on Google. I spoke with a very nice lady at Anacortes Kayak Tours. She mentioned three places to launch: Bowman Bay. Pay 10.00 for parking. WA. Park-free. Skyline Marina. Free parking. 2009 Skyline Way. This is the same location that Kels took me to catch a boat for whale watching a couple Springs ago. We saw all three pods: JKL!!! Sadly and tragically there are only 75 Southern Orcas alive on this planet.
The woman over the phone suggested app called navianics for safety. Also stated new and full moons make currents pick up!
Saturday, June 1st
During PM meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “I am knighted.”
I visually saw Somoya place a sword on each of my shoulders. Question: How does one become a
knight? What does this mean moving forward? I know nothing of Mid-Evil times. I have a strong
desire to research, learn, and read about this time period. I now feel for certain I lived during this
time period and was a knight.
knight? What does this mean moving forward? I know nothing of Mid-Evil times. I have a strong
desire to research, learn, and read about this time period. I now feel for certain I lived during this
time period and was a knight.
Sunday, June 2nd
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Fuck! My kid died. It was a visual of Kels telling Nina. This could be figuratively or literally. Could be Kels referring to her daughter or one of the buns. Possibly it could be referring to me no longer acting like a child, now that I have been knighted. I am acting and making decisions like a grown man, ever since Somoya knighted me recently.
Monday, June 3rd
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “I may have been a waiter once.” Very possible, since I have excellent customer service skills in present times. I enjoy serving and pleasing others. I find it rewarding and it empowers my self-worth.
Tuesday, June 4th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Long distance healing.” Later in the day, I gave long distance healing to Kels to reduce pain around cramps. After work, I sent long distance to David. He has throat cancer.
Wednesday, June 5th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I
then heard an internal voice say, “Another expansion check.” Possibly this is referring to Seattle or
Bellingham.
Thursday, June 6th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Who are you fighting?” I know this pertains to work. I am challenged with figuring out who are my true OPA allies. Also, who has the most power and
influence over decision making in inpatient psych. I definitely have a few who don’t like me and
don’t want OPA to succeed. I just don’t know how much power and influence they really have when
it comes to final say. I have more allies than enemies, and I want to keep it that way, when fighting
for the battle to make OPA EB.
Friday, June 7th
No time to meditate
Saturday, June 8th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Fun! So much fun!” It was in Kels voice. Had visual of Kels. I was sliding down a huge rock into the water. It was fast! I went under the water for a bit. Made me think of the three of us going to Wisconsin next Summer and having fun at their famous water park!
Next, I heard, “July. Oregon.” If we are doing OK with money, possibly take train to Oregon with Kels for a few days. Just a thought. See if any gigs come our way to justify the trip.
Sunday, June 9th
No time to meditate
Monday, June 10th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Swamps and bogs.” My first thought, I need to avoid common distractions today, in order to get all my work done. I need to stay focused.
Unfortunately, I didn’t take Somoya’s advice. I waisted one and a half hours dealing with a retirement fund via Vanguard. I got no where with it, and it wasn’t super urgent. I can address when
I get back from Atlanta. This ended up throwing off my whole week with getting my work done and
getting home from work on time.
Tuesday, June 11th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I
then heard an internal voice say, “It’s a process. So, appropriately shouldn’t I say goodbye?”
Possibly this is referring to me saying “goodbye” to my old self: childlike, scared, timid, insecure,
jealous, resentful of others, lacking boundaries and not setting limits, dependent, co-dependent, and
overly cautious. Now that I have been setting limits with everyone recently and have been knighted by Somoya, I am now the man I was born to be: A leader and a fighter for those who are vulnerable and who’s voices are not heard or validated. My job is to advocate for others and empower and offer
hope to others.
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Fuck! My kid died. It was a visual of Kels telling Nina. This could be figuratively or literally. Could be Kels referring to her daughter or one of the buns. Possibly it could be referring to me no longer acting like a child, now that I have been knighted. I am acting and making decisions like a grown man, ever since Somoya knighted me recently.
Monday, June 3rd
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “I may have been a waiter once.” Very possible, since I have excellent customer service skills in present times. I enjoy serving and pleasing others. I find it rewarding and it empowers my self-worth.
Tuesday, June 4th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Long distance healing.” Later in the day, I gave long distance healing to Kels to reduce pain around cramps. After work, I sent long distance to David. He has throat cancer.
Wednesday, June 5th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I
then heard an internal voice say, “Another expansion check.” Possibly this is referring to Seattle or
Bellingham.
Thursday, June 6th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Who are you fighting?” I know this pertains to work. I am challenged with figuring out who are my true OPA allies. Also, who has the most power and
influence over decision making in inpatient psych. I definitely have a few who don’t like me and
don’t want OPA to succeed. I just don’t know how much power and influence they really have when
it comes to final say. I have more allies than enemies, and I want to keep it that way, when fighting
for the battle to make OPA EB.
Friday, June 7th
No time to meditate
Saturday, June 8th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Fun! So much fun!” It was in Kels voice. Had visual of Kels. I was sliding down a huge rock into the water. It was fast! I went under the water for a bit. Made me think of the three of us going to Wisconsin next Summer and having fun at their famous water park!
Next, I heard, “July. Oregon.” If we are doing OK with money, possibly take train to Oregon with Kels for a few days. Just a thought. See if any gigs come our way to justify the trip.
Sunday, June 9th
No time to meditate
Monday, June 10th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I then heard an internal voice say, “Swamps and bogs.” My first thought, I need to avoid common distractions today, in order to get all my work done. I need to stay focused.
Unfortunately, I didn’t take Somoya’s advice. I waisted one and a half hours dealing with a retirement fund via Vanguard. I got no where with it, and it wasn’t super urgent. I can address when
I get back from Atlanta. This ended up throwing off my whole week with getting my work done and
getting home from work on time.
Tuesday, June 11th
During morning meditation, I asked my Spiritual Guide Somoya what I needed to know for today. I
then heard an internal voice say, “It’s a process. So, appropriately shouldn’t I say goodbye?”
Possibly this is referring to me saying “goodbye” to my old self: childlike, scared, timid, insecure,
jealous, resentful of others, lacking boundaries and not setting limits, dependent, co-dependent, and
overly cautious. Now that I have been setting limits with everyone recently and have been knighted by Somoya, I am now the man I was born to be: A leader and a fighter for those who are vulnerable and who’s voices are not heard or validated. My job is to advocate for others and empower and offer
hope to others.
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