Feeling Terrible
Sunday, September 9th
During morning meditation, I heard internally, "I feel so terrible...I used it all up." No sure what referring to at first. Once I got out of bed, my feet felt very warm and achy. I now know what the insight is referring to. The last two days I forced myself to eat almost a whole three pound bag of broccoli from Costco. It was going bad and hadn't been opened. My wife Kels was also away for the weekend, so fewer people to eat it.
I was more concerned about wasting money on groceries, rather than being concerned about my compromised kidneys paying a price of increased sodium and protein. I need to make myself/health come first and be more of a concern, rather than money wasted on groceries that are not eaten during the week.
During morning meditation, I heard internally, "I feel so terrible...I used it all up." No sure what referring to at first. Once I got out of bed, my feet felt very warm and achy. I now know what the insight is referring to. The last two days I forced myself to eat almost a whole three pound bag of broccoli from Costco. It was going bad and hadn't been opened. My wife Kels was also away for the weekend, so fewer people to eat it.
I was more concerned about wasting money on groceries, rather than being concerned about my compromised kidneys paying a price of increased sodium and protein. I need to make myself/health come first and be more of a concern, rather than money wasted on groceries that are not eaten during the week.
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